You know how people ask little kids when they first meet, "What do YOU want to be when you grow up," and they never can answer? Even now days, I'm like what? Fourteen? (WHOA! I'm fourteen... Crazy!) And when I talk to people, they still have NO idea about what they want to do when they grow up! I'm like, "That's cool, but you need to starting thinking/praying about it..."

Now, you're probably confused by the title, right? Well, this is what I mean. I talk to these kids, even older than me (I guess they're not kids, huh?) and they have absolutely no idea what they even like doing. The difference between me and I is that I have too many dreams. There's no way everything I want to do will happen. So I try to stick with the ones higher on the list. There are so many options in the world-- so many things you can do! How do people NOT think about it??

Here is a list of everything I want to do/want to be:

• I want to fly. Not like, in a plane, as a passenger, "fly." I mean, I want to FLY. Or... soar. Maybe that's a better word.I want to hop into a jet, take off of an Air Craft Carrier, and just leave the world for a while. I want to break the sound barrier-- at least just once. I want to be IN the sky. Like-- in the clouds. And I feel bad for saying this, but I wanna shoot someone down... but only a bad guy. [:
• I would love to be a teacher. I love kids so much. Like, A LOT. They're my favorite things. They're the most innocent, pure things on Earth. And they need education... I want to help. And I want to teach, inform them, and while I'm at it, be a good witness, and be a good role model. And I just love teaching in general, l love sharing the information I contain with others. I love sharing my ideas!
• I want to own a book shop, but not just ANY book shop, it'll be a MAGIC one. It'll have the smell of old books, the kinda musty, dusty smell, you know? Everything will be wooden, except for some of the floor, in the center that will be carpet for sitting on and reading. And it'll have a rolling ladder, like in Beauty & the Beast. The windows will be huge, with maroon curtains, and all the shelves will be built-in. And- and the sun will come in on some day (when it's not raining) and you'll see the dust particles in the air, and it'll make you happy. And I'll know everyone by name, and they'll know me, we'll be like buds. There will be a coffee/cookie shop in the back, and the can drink and read! I'll even make a little play area for kids. And there will be both old, like ancient book, and brand new ones!
  
• I want to write books, I want to be a writer.
• I want to be an archeologist, or paleontologist.
  
• A momma. (OF COURSE!)
• I want to be a Pyro-technician, because I love fireworks. :D
• I want to act & sing; I want to on Broadway.
  
• I REALLY WANT TO BE A DANCER. I've always wanted to dance, I've always loved it. And I think I'm kind of good at it.
• I'd love to be in graphic design, or photography (even though I no where COMPARE to Havilah's skills.)
• I've wanted to be a Firefighter for a WHILE now... How origional, eh?
• A journalist/reporter.

There are about a ton more I can't think of [right now]. I just have a lot of dreams. And everyone I meet thinks I'm crazy. And I know I can't do them all... but I wish someone would believe in me, and at least tell me I can do it, even if I can't. I met this one kid once, name Cole. Only met him once, but I told him everything about my dreams. And he told me, "Do it. I think you can," and I've never forgotten him. I wish someone close to me would be more like Cole.

Well, I got a Xanga account. To tell you about my life, if you'd like to hear about it. I'll throw in some deep ones here and there, maybe. And maybe they'll just be about my odd, and random thoughts. I just hope you enjoy them.



...Maybe I'll even write some private one's to myself. Who knows? YOU won't, cause they're be private.

I'll use this to improve my typing/writing skillz, how about THAT? Deal.